10 years old when i finally accepted what was happening
after a 5 year fall and winter you were never going back to spring
i dont think ill ever know exactly when you slipped away from me
but your leaves had lost their color, it was over for the evergreen
one last time
i see your face
and im prompted by family ties
to say my line
my parents watch
as im too afraid to say goodbye
i cant say that it suddenly hurt more at the burying
and i cant say there were roots that could hold up what they were carrying
my mother said that it hurt less than losing her sibling
but the cold froze her and left me so damn alone
All of the dogs are aging
And the text is fading
On all the love letters
You wrote so dearly
Now you’re just a memory
Kept six feet under
A cruel reminder
That nothing lasts forever
The only recollection
Of your funeral
Being how cold your skin felt
When i held your hand one last time
So i’ll smoke my last cigarette
And cling onto what was once there
So i’ll smoke my last cigarette
And cling so desperately onto what i once had
one last time
i see your face
and im prompted by family ties
to say my line
my parents watch
as im too afraid to say goodbye
It's never like the dreams transcribed
All the time we climbed the vine
Try to hide but it will shine
Move the line, don't move aside
Nevermind what it's about
Rid my mind of pesky doubt
Make it rhyme, and let it out
Realize it's off your shoulders
It's never like the dreams transcribed
Don't deify, I won't let it slide
Tell the lie, they'll call you shy
Move the line, don't move aside
Nevermind what it's about
Rid my mind of pesky doubt
Make it rhyme, and let it out
Realize it's off your shoulders
Just rest assured and hear me out
Pay no mind and ride the route
Read the line and sing it out
You should know it's not your burden
Been stuck in static
Feeling melodramatic
And I
Can't shake the feeling
That I
Will not be healing from these
Melancholic day-to-day
Activities
I'm out of energy for
finding my way out of this
long broken method of
dealing with the smallest problems
Its a cycle
That I don't wanna be stuck in
For much longer
Get high.
Disassociate.
And repeat.
These psychotic tendencies are getting to me
Cigarette stained jacket
Don't pretend, I know you never liked it
I’m so on the nose
You keep me on my toes
Remember that thing you did with your hair
And how I liked the fly-aways
So you kept it with flaws and all
Til the novelty faded away
You know how I used to inhale that j
The way you thought I looked so cool
So i made sure to breathe with you
But now I look like a tool
I can’t get enough of your doting
Even through all our fear and loathing
Now all I get is that face
The one that makes me feel so disgraced
You wanted to wear my jacket
The one that caught all the ashes
But now it reeks of bud and cigarettes
And now I’m just a fuckin mess
about
the first EP release from dc! It features our first four songs, plus a fifth bonus demo track, all 5 of which were performed in our first batch of shows in fall and winter of 2023.
credits
released February 10, 2024
mixed by David Brannan and pip Tapscott
mastered by Hampton Martin
header photo taken and edited by Eli Brown
cover pictures taken by David Brannan
cover art by Bradley Broom
all tracks recorded, performed, and produced by defluo cervus
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